(What went wrong?)
I’m running on empty, I waited years in a past life
Running out of rope and the water’s high
I drowned for you and I didn’t regret it
Don’t text me back in the afterlife
Needed the time, I didn’t realise
I had it all along, can’t take my own advice
Conflated, filling the gaps for love
And it’s obvious
That I’m caved in and breaking up
But I know it’s good
I know it’s good
Though it’s over now
In my dreams, you call me back
But I hope you don’t
I hope you don’t, huh
I hope you’re gone and lost in better days
I’ve been watching the time, how it erodes away
Thinking ’bout how the last years feel like yesterday
How did I lose grip on it?
Honest, been falling through nightmares lightyears away
And doing my best to keep those thoughts at bay
And finding my highlights in the loudest places
And strangers faces, getting caught up in a race of it
(How did we get lost, overgrown?) And walking through the clearing crowd
If we took our chances (when it’s time to go)
And we exchanged glances, yeah
Caught it in the moment (when did I lose all this love?)
And walking down the road that I grew up on
And falling out of habits
Stop pleading for empathy’s sake
And it’s obvious
That I’m caved in and breaking up
But I know it’s good
Know it’s good (oh, ooh)
Though it’s over now
In my dreams, you call me back
But I hope you don’t
I hope you don’t
‘Cause I don’t need you to tell me (I’m walking through the clearing)
(Breaking, breaking up) I, I don’t need you to tell me that
I don’t need you to tell me that (and walking down the road that I grew up on)
Oh, I don’t need you to tell me
It’s okay, I’m going
I’m searching for what I am now
Find you if it’s urgent
Or if I’m hurting more than I am now
And we’ll come back here someday
And laugh about it, memories that don’t know
How it felt like I was burning while you weren’t watching
Took everything I loved
Now nowhere feels like home (home)
Now nowhere feels like home (home)
Now nowhere feels like home
Now nowhere feels like home
